What IF HUMANITY is GOD'S "JOY RIDE"???

"Why can't I simply just..." (Screeching halt) Wait just a minute!!! I was just about to begin an intermittent brow beating session of guilt because somehow my inner critic had left some of its belongings behind in the eviction. But now it's time for Spring Cleaning; and "YOU GOT'STA GO!!!" How is it in all the beauty that I have mustered from pain and the people that have adorned my life as charms of love's constant reminder of how much I am loved did I surmise that "I STILL WASN'T ENOUGH FOR ME"? This malady had run its final course and I determined, because I could, that I would now be HEALED. Sickness just isn't attractive, unless you are the type that finds convulsing and brooding a mating dance, then carry on. I had to stop myself in my thinking tracks and "REVERSE THE FLOW OF ENERGY AND POWER..." Earlier that day I heard the Spirit (pet name, MY LOVE) speak ever so gently and tenderly to me those words in my pitiful succumbed posture. So throughout the day I consciously got silent to observe exactly how to do that "REVERSE THE FLOW OF ENERGY AND POWER". I was able to devise in rudimentary that to REVERSE would mean doing the opposite of what I was doing. Simple enough... But bad habits die hard. It was challenging and painfully uncomfortable, because CHANGE can be, but the key was to put those bad habits to death or they would be the death of me and all that I was becoming... FREE! While talking to a very dear friend of mine who is a prolific writer and author, I spoke of my journey in the NOW (well it was NOW then;-) )and felt it important to take account of the wonder that my life had become. I took note of courage, growth, transformation and virtues acquired along the way. I decided that I "DONE GOOD!" (SMILING with a pat on the back). I appreciated how far I'd come and all my strange friends who were once strangers, LOL, I had made along the way. I achieved some monumental things in my spiritual journey to wellness. I was DAMN proud of myself! In that vein of consciousness I decided to take it easy and stop trippin' so hard, otherwise I would NEVER be enough for me, no matter how much I'd done, seen, experienced, accomplished, acquired... Insufficient funds would be my life's bank statement if I kept depositing in this account. So, I was REVERSING THE FLOW OF ENERGY AND POWER. From my observation(and it is limited, but it is mine) we have ALWAYS sought to obtain the KEYS OF LIFE as if GOD/Spirit/Source/Infinite Intelligence is somehow withholding the answers to the mysteries of the Universe to keep us frustrated and wanting. We are overlooking one very important detail. US! WE ARE LIVING and that is the KEY TO LIFE with an OPEN DOOR. It's okay, you can walk through. Being alive is the answer to the mystery for we can faintly find life anywhere else in our Galaxy, but WE have it. I think that's pretty big. What better way to unlock the mysteries than to LIVE YOUR LIFE in FULL? Every challenge unlocks more of your inner potential. We, just by being exposes the inner intentions of INFINITE'S MUSE. TO LIVE. We are so busy trying to figure it out that we are missing the point. Life is not to be figured out, it is not an equation to keep us undertow. The key to your life is YOU, living and being present in each moment because you realize that that moment is ALL you have. So whatever the motion of your emotions, you are not alone and most certainly not without keys. You can unlock any door in your life, if you first realize that you are in possession of the keys and be still enough to get directions to where you are locked up and locked in. I think that Infinite Intelligence/God gets to experience US as we experience it in the many forms of manifestation. WE ARE GOD'S JOY RIDE! So today I say "BUCKLE UP & ENJOY THE FLOW OF EMOTION!" If you don't like roller coasters there's still a lot of fun to be had on the ground. RIGHT WHERE YOU ARE...

I LOVE YOU AS I AM LEARNING TO LOVE ME SMOOCHZ